big harg

if your existence outlast my own

2008-03-27T04:13:45Z

since i do not have a will
i am holding a reader to this if i die before i draw up such a document.
i want this on my grave.
"Non fui, fui, non sum, non curo."
and translation following may be allowed.
"i was not. i was. i am not. i do not care."
thanks.

it's time to be happy

2008-03-18T22:05:04Z

i'm protesting winter. refusing to wear anymore layers & heavy coats! spring is there...she's just hiding and needs to know that we will invite her in with open arms. and in return she'll pick you up closer to the sun and wrap the warmth and happiness and sunshine and goldendoodles all around you.
i'm willing to make this sacrifice. today i walked in the wind and overcast cold sky in flowered spring dress and light dress coat to show the rat of winter i mean business.
we deserve to be happy.
i deserve a goldendoodle.
we put up with this shit for enough months.
i mean come on.
i dont have windows.
i live in a warehouse.
there's graffiti all over the walls.
and where there isn't there are roaches.
i've increased my chance of lung cancer by like ten fold in just four months.
and if not that...my liver will shrivel.
but if spring fails...i will at least get my happy pills in the mail by the end of the week.
but hopefully i get a goldendoodle before then.

it's a good thing i'll be in florida in two weeks where winter cooperates with my wishes much easier.

happy holidays from nyc

2007-12-23T02:55:01Z

no this is not my apartment nor my christmas tree.
our attempt of such consists of a couple found branches shoved in a vase.
and i think the physical contact between us is out of fear...holding onto our dear lives.
but can't you feel the christmas cheer?

merry christmas amy heroine winehouse, little prego brit spears, and teethy hilfigier.

this is where a cheers from our glasses of champagne (which costed more than the cab fare roundtrip) to the previously stated ladies took us.
the most cozy festive scene we'll know this year. so we captured our joyous moment while cropping the baby paraphernalia from the photo.

i guess that about sums it up.

my last night

2007-09-02T08:01:25Z

what the hell am i doing?

you should know

2007-03-14T06:33:29Z

really. pleasures in life are simple. and it's time to make time for them.

welcome to my life

2007-03-01T00:20:56Z

tomorrow: midterms
next week: nyc
following week: savannah (where the river will be green)
and after that: junior boyssss mmm
april: graduation!
may: las vegas!
june-ish: jettin town...

public announcement

2006-11-06T23:51:59Z

μή απεθάνετε

k thanks.

my dad's on strike

2006-11-02T21:14:33Z

it's nice to have a space of time i can responsibly allot to wasting and spacing out.
i need a long drive.
well i only have another hour and half so gotta get on this task.

why today wasnt too bad

2006-08-29T02:15:24Z

class put some meaning to my life.
i made over sixty bucks at lunch.
felix fixed my bike so now i have gears.
i rode up a hill.
and to campus and back.
learned how to record tv shows on the cable box thingy.
so what up passions everyday.
got mega free samples thanks to it being like college day at publix.
now i'm about to take the best shower of my life.
or at least of the last year as i can remember.
then good food & hopefully successfully recorded show at my leisure with a side of greek.

addendum:
um actually scratch that.
no show cuz my cable box thingy tricked me.
bastard.

funny story i'd like to share:

2006-08-16T06:27:55Z

yesterday a penny branded me.
i now have lincoln's silhouette burnt onto my thigh.
sizzle.

now what

2006-08-02T05:08:18Z

newsflash:
i'm a total bad luck charm.
dont try anything that involves chance with me cuz yah.
you'll fail.

in other news.
it's only one am.
on a tuesday.
and my companions are gone.
that being rachelle.
and the game cube.
so i'm here. ha.
oh i how i miss you two.
ro of course you more!

it's been about...

2006-07-17T20:44:07Z

being lazy.
being addicted to video games.
billy joel.
eating free sushi.
talking about 22.
white wine in the summertime.
taking your water with cucumber...and liking it.
(it's good)

i've got my sleeping pill back!

2006-07-14T23:19:03Z

so the highlight of my day was the fact that i had installed blinds.
and put up curtains on both windows.
all by myself.
without power tools.

that was until the cable guy came.
and now we have legal internet and digital cable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so now i cant wait to go fall asleep with the tv on. ha.

what up. mmm hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

2006-07-12T06:39:20Z

what feels good?

summer fun <3

2006-07-11T03:02:48Z

friday: sink hole.
saturday: springs.
sunday: beach!
today:
five hours of shopping.
my ambitious cooking skills.
nine and half cups of curry veggie tofu goodness leftover.
and seven and half cups of rice.
and a new love of savignon blanc.
and a rekindled love of pete yorn.
and maybe even a clean room...
but let's not get that ambitious.

i'm for hire.

2006-06-15T06:04:38Z

so i've decided i should be a professional sangria maker.

blood on the knife

2006-05-30T09:04:55Z

this whole jet lag thing seems to be progressing the opposite way.
when i flew in i went to bed at 12 am and woke up at 6:45
and now. last night i went to bed at 7:30 and woke up at 3 am!!
ready to go....
nowhere.
it's going to be a long day.

neverxforever @ 2006-05-28T22:19:00

2006-05-29T03:21:14Z

i have been officially deported back to america.
:(

neverxforever @ 2006-03-15T11:09:00

2006-03-15T16:09:54Z

everyone.
happy ides of march.
be glad you aren't getting stabbed to death today!

green beer and good friends are in my too distant future.

2006-03-15T06:53:26Z

friday is too far away. help.
so far...one midterm and article review down.
two more midterms, research, and outline to go.

neverxforever @ 2006-02-01T15:10:00

2006-02-01T20:13:34Z

so today on my way to class (actually way back cuz i was going to skip til the instructor spotted me crossing the road)...anyway.
way back i had a rooster cross my path.
not only is this hilarious.
but what could this mean?
i mean how often does a rooster cross your path?
from right to left....all you omen readers who will give me insight into my life.

shopppppppppp

2006-01-27T20:37:47Z

ok so i was going to make this whole schpeel or whatever about how i never update but this is appropriate blah blah i'm not going to say what i was going to say cuz now i have no time.
oh whim plans. thank god.
but what i was going to share with you all.
is that the first line to the next chapter of my life has arrived as of yesterday.
MY PASSPORT!!!!!!!!!!!!

now i'm off to bad ideas like throwing money away since i dont have responsibilities for the next oh....twenty six hours....technically twenty seven since i'll be gaining an hour for awhile.

ok so my whole scatter intro is a false statement.
but i must rush into my weekend.
tata.
heidi

one thru ten.are you lucky enough for us?

2005-12-18T10:37:55Z

i'm enjoying tonight more than you know.

following in kate's footsteps

2005-12-02T04:18:00Z

my bed is uncomfortably poking me due to my laziness of applying the fitted sheet.
i wish kelly wasnt right.
about me needing a personal assistant.
yes i know. you didnt call it that.
she referred to it as a maid.
but i need more than housekeeping.
i would say a slave.
but i am thinking an indentured servant.
makes me feel better.
anyway.
so i am sipping on the worst bottle of white wine.
oh andi mean sipping.
it's been in my possession for the whole week.
see, i'm broke.
so i dont go to the mall or wherever to not tempt myself.
instead i go to publix.
and still throw away money.
like this bottle of reisling.
which though only seven dollars...
tis mighty steep for my budget.
so make up for my poor judgement in both the bottle and the seven dollars itself.
i've been forcing it down.
and now. dare i say. i kinda like it.
in the way i dont make that awful pucker face as it pours over my tongue.
i debated mixing it with apple cider.
since that is all that is in my frig besides water.
but that reminded me of my horrible idea to make a sangria slushy.
i dont even see how this is a "reisling"
what liars.
dont buy the australia wine called jacob's ...something or other.

enough about that.
πίπτω οîνον.
νũν μένω.
τί λέγω;

ok kate saved me.
alas.
bona nox.

i think i'm sick

2005-11-29T05:19:20Z

something is off.
the only thing i find pleasure in is pretty much confined to my bed.
reading my book.
watching horrible tv romantic comedies.
and sleeping more in the course of 24 hrs than i usually do in three days.

and then i only venture up to make a round of shopping at publix.
and i find this exciting??

now onto latin and greek so that i may get to the finer things in life.
which include the brownies in the oven and the bottle of wine, which i hope for enough time in the night for a glass.
and more chapters read.