| if your existence outlast my own |
[27 Mar 2008|12:09am] |
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since i do not have a will
i am holding a reader to this if i die before i draw up such a document.
i want this on my grave.
"Non fui, fui, non sum, non curo."
and translation following may be allowed.
"i was not. i was. i am not. i do not care."
thanks.
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| it's time to be happy |
[18 Mar 2008|05:56pm] |
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i'm protesting winter. refusing to wear anymore layers & heavy coats! spring is there...she's just hiding and needs to know that we will invite her in with open arms. and in return she'll pick you up closer to the sun and wrap the warmth and happiness and sunshine and goldendoodles all around you.
i'm willing to make this sacrifice. today i walked in the wind and overcast cold sky in flowered spring dress and light dress coat to show the rat of winter i mean business.
we deserve to be happy.
i deserve a goldendoodle.
we put up with this shit for enough months.
i mean come on.
i dont have windows.
i live in a warehouse.
there's graffiti all over the walls.
and where there isn't there are roaches.
i've increased my chance of lung cancer by like ten fold in just four months.
and if not that...my liver will shrivel.
but if spring fails...i will at least get my happy pills in the mail by the end of the week.
but hopefully i get a goldendoodle before then.
it's a good thing i'll be in florida in two weeks where winter cooperates with my wishes much easier.
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| happy holidays from nyc |
[22 Dec 2007|09:36pm] |
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no this is not my apartment nor my christmas tree.
our attempt of such consists of a couple found branches shoved in a vase.
and i think the physical contact between us is out of fear...holding onto our dear lives.
but can't you feel the christmas cheer?
merry christmas amy heroine winehouse, little prego brit spears, and teethy hilfigier.
this is where a cheers from our glasses of champagne (which costed more than the cab fare roundtrip) to the previously stated ladies took us.
the most cozy festive scene we'll know this year. so we captured our joyous moment while cropping the baby paraphernalia from the photo.
i guess that about sums it up.
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| my last night |
[02 Sep 2007|04:01am] |
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mood |
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what the hell am i doing?
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| you should know |
[14 Mar 2007|02:32am] |
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mood |
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ready or some shit |
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really. pleasures in life are simple. and it's time to make time for them.
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| welcome to my life |
[28 Feb 2007|07:12pm] |
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tomorrow: midterms
next week: nyc
following week: savannah (where the river will be green)
and after that: junior boyssss mmm
april: graduation!
may: las vegas!
june-ish: jettin town...
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| my dad's on strike |
[02 Nov 2006|05:14pm] |
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mood |
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fickle |
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music |
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jenny lewis- melt your heart |
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it's nice to have a space of time i can responsibly allot to wasting and spacing out.
i need a long drive.
well i only have another hour and half so gotta get on this task.
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| why today wasnt too bad |
[28 Aug 2006|10:06pm] |
class put some meaning to my life.
i made over sixty bucks at lunch.
felix fixed my bike so now i have gears.
i rode up a hill.
and to campus and back.
learned how to record tv shows on the cable box thingy.
so what up passions everyday.
got mega free samples thanks to it being like college day at publix.
now i'm about to take the best shower of my life.
or at least of the last year as i can remember.
then good food & hopefully successfully recorded show at my leisure with a side of greek.
addendum:
um actually scratch that.
no show cuz my cable box thingy tricked me.
bastard.
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| funny story i'd like to share: |
[16 Aug 2006|02:24am] |
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mood |
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chill |
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music |
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junior boys + kelly's voice |
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yesterday a penny branded me.
i now have lincoln's silhouette burnt onto my thigh.
sizzle.
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| now what |
[02 Aug 2006|01:02am] |
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mood |
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 guilty |
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music |
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taking back sunday |
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newsflash:
i'm a total bad luck charm.
dont try anything that involves chance with me cuz yah.
you'll fail.
in other news.
it's only one am.
on a tuesday.
and my companions are gone.
that being rachelle.
and the game cube.
so i'm here. ha.
oh i how i miss you two.
ro of course you more!
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| it's been about... |
[17 Jul 2006|04:39pm] |
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 relaxed |
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music |
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she's always a woman to me |
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being lazy.
being addicted to video games.
billy joel.
eating free sushi.
talking about 22.
white wine in the summertime.
taking your water with cucumber...and liking it.
(it's good)
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| i've got my sleeping pill back! |
[14 Jul 2006|07:16pm] |
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mood |
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 dirty |
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so the highlight of my day was the fact that i had installed blinds.
and put up curtains on both windows.
all by myself.
without power tools.
that was until the cable guy came.
and now we have legal internet and digital cable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so now i cant wait to go fall asleep with the tv on. ha.
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| summer fun <3 |
[10 Jul 2006|10:56pm] |
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mood |
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refreshed |
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music |
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sexy love |
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friday: sink hole.
saturday: springs.
sunday: beach!
today:
five hours of shopping.
my ambitious cooking skills.
nine and half cups of curry veggie tofu goodness leftover.
and seven and half cups of rice.
and a new love of savignon blanc.
and a rekindled love of pete yorn.
and maybe even a clean room...
but let's not get that ambitious.
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| i'm for hire. |
[15 Jun 2006|01:01am] |
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mood |
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 amused |
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music |
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pete murray |
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so i've decided i should be a professional sangria maker.
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| blood on the knife |
[30 May 2006|04:00am] |
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mood |
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 creative |
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music |
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goldfrapp |
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this whole jet lag thing seems to be progressing the opposite way.
when i flew in i went to bed at 12 am and woke up at 6:45
and now. last night i went to bed at 7:30 and woke up at 3 am!!
ready to go....
nowhere.
it's going to be a long day.
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[28 May 2006|10:19pm] |
i have been officially deported back to america.
:(
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[15 Mar 2006|11:09am] |
everyone.
happy ides of march.
be glad you aren't getting stabbed to death today!
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